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[info]reijamira wrote
on October 18th, 2019 at 05:46 pm

[SPN Fic Rec]: "and by me, i mean us" by puckity

TITLE: and by me, i mean us
AUTHOR: puckity
AUTHOR'S LJ NAME: [info]last_imperatrix, author's AO3
FANDOM: Supernatural
PAIRING: Sam/Dean
OTHER PAIRINGS & CHARACTERS: Castiel
GENRES: Slash, First Time, Angst with a Happy Ending, Pining, Slow Burn, Telepathy made/helped them do it
WARNINGS: Sibling Incest (Wincest), language, m/m sex *none*
CONTAINS: First Time * first time kissing, dry humping, mutual masturbation, biting/marking*
RATING: NC-17
TIME FRAME: early season 12, prior to 12x09 “First Blood”
WORDS: approx 16543
SUMMARY: After what they think was just a routine case, Sam starts feelings things that he can't quite put a name to. Things that aren't really his but aren't not his either. So he does what he always does: runs some tests, collects the data, and starts drawing conclusions. And then Dean does what he always does--comes in and tangles everything, including Sam, up. (Given by the author.)
NOTES: Sam's POV, Dean's POV

Excerpt:
He finishes his routine for the night and peels off his undershirt to get some salve on a fresh line of stitches above his left kidney, courtesy of a nasty adlet infestation that they’d hit in the Upper Peninsula before doubling back for the psychic gig. He can feel them strain against the pull of muscles but he doesn’t worry about them popping. Dean’s stitches never pop.

The salve is thick and cool and he works it into the creases of the wound. His fingers rub rough and then soft and it stings sweet. He lets out a quiet little groan.
Suddenly he’s awash with it, drowning and choking against it. His fingers squeeze against the stitches and he hisses out the pain. Desire like an ache that can never be soothed like a need that can never be met like a pillowcase full of bricks to the shins and Sam’s knees almost buckle.
Whatever this Vulcan mind meld thing is, it must be getting stronger. Either that or Dean is indulging in some especially awesome porn; Sam doesn’t really care either way. He doesn’t want a front row seat for the parade of busty Asian beauties and magic finger beds and first-name-only hook-ups that he assumes litter Dean’s fantasies. He doesn’t want—can’t want—the curl of Dean’s lust wrapping around the frayed edges of his soul and strangling the life out of him.


WHY I LIKE THAT FIC:
What a beautifully written, satisfying fanfic! It's about Sam being able to feel Dean (and Cas's) emotions. The author does this so well, you are hit by all those feels. It's exceptional. I loved the characterizations, the tone, the pacing, the details from canon, the glimpses into the possible future. This is a perfect fic to sweeten your evening.

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