June 2021



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on June 14th, 2021 at 11:47 pm

[MCU Fic Rec]: "gasoline, pretty please (i wanna get off but you're such a tease)" by notcaycepolla

Fanfic: gasoline, pretty please (i wanna get off but you're such a tease)
Author: notcaycepollard
FANDOM: MCU, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
PAIRING: Sam/Bucky
GENRES: M/M, First Time, Humor, Porn With Plot
WARNINGS: *Dubcon if you squint but they like it*
CONTAINS: *Dom/sub undertones, oblivious!Bucky, emotionally inept!Bucky, Phone sex, casual sex, Bucky and Grindr, orgasm delay/denial, rough anal sex, rimming, gentle Hydra bullshit-adjacency*
RATING: Explicit
TIME FRAME: Post-TFATWS finale (01x06)
WORDS: approx 10954
SUMMARY (given by the author): When Bucky's libido shows back up, it's basically proof that his life is cursed.

Like, obviously, hooray that his dick works again, it's been a long fuckin’ road (and a long road of no fucking, his brain helpfully adds) but—Jesus, fuck, Hydra really are just dedicated to making his life a misery in every possible way, even years down the track, because it turns out there's some operant conditioning Bucky did not know about until now.

Specifically: he can't fuckin’ come unless someone's giving him the order.
NOTES: Bucky's POV

“Nah, now I'm curious. What's the one thing I could try for you, if it doesn't involve me fucking you.”

“You could,” Bucky says, swallowing hard, "like, don't make it weird, but do you think I could just, like, jerk off and then you could tell me I'm allowed to come? Or order me to, I don't care.”

“You… want me to give you permission,” Sam says. “While you're jerking off.”

“I said don't make it weird,” Bucky says, regretting absolutely all of his life choices.
“You could just, like, keep your eyes closed and I'll tell you when.”

“So it's a permission thing,” Sam says, immediately catching onto the thing Bucky's been trying to skirt around. “You need someone to give you the order before you can get off.”

“Yeah,” Bucky admits. Sam smacks his shoulder and then shakes out his hand, wincing.
“Why didn't you just tell me that, man? Fuck, is that a Hydra thing, or… Did they…” His expression shifts, eyes going soft and serious. “Buck, did they—”

That is why I didn't tell you,” Bucky snaps. “Because I don't know, okay? I don't know if they used me as a fuckin’ party game or what, if they all got together and watched the Winter Soldier jerking off, begging for it, I don't want to know and I don't want to figure out why this shit is still in my brain and I don't want your fucking pity, I just want to get off for once in my life and have it be simple.”
He's breathing hard by the end of it; Sam hesitates and then puts his hand on Bucky's back, palm flat between his shoulder blades. “I'm sorry,” he murmurs. “It's not pity, I promise. I'm just mad for you. This is some fucked up bullshit.”

Damn, this fic is brilliant! It checked so many of my boxes. The writing is amazing! Sam and Bucky’s dynamic fantastic. Their chemistry excellent! I didn’t even notice I read 10k words, it flew by so damn fast (too damn fast, actually). Such a fun read with a lot of smexy stuff happening (no wonder with this premise), but it was never overdone or too much. Just right. Oh so right! I love how this was light-hearted und funny at times and didn't go in a darkish direction. Oblivious!, emotionally-incompetent!Bucky is such a treat, seriously! Love all the characterizations. Even Baby Torres! Great fic I’ll re-read lots of times!

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